Citalopram: a love/hate relationship.

Citalopram is an SSRI, which is a type of antidepressant. In some countries Citalopram is instead known as Celexa. There are a lot of different antidepressants (or med-free options) so before we go on, just know that if Citalopram isn't doing it for you there are other choices. I started taking Citalopram some time in … Continue reading Citalopram: a love/hate relationship.

Depersonalisation and Hallucinations

Dan Seagrave "Funebrarum". (Dormant Hallucination)

Depersonalisation and hallucinations are difficult and scary. I have spent the past week-ish in very odd states. Depersonalisation may not be the correct term but it is the one I am using today - I may or may not be corrected when I visit the doctor this Thursday. (Update 27/6/19 - depersonalisation was confirmed by … Continue reading Depersonalisation and Hallucinations

Coping with depression

Coping with depression / depressive episodes can be painfully difficult. I have not written a post in what may well be an entire month, as I have been swinging between depression and self-destructive behaviours. I am not the only one in my household with a diagnosis of depression - my partner does too. So, I … Continue reading Coping with depression

Exacerbations of Borderline Personality Disorder

Many things cause exacerbations of Borderline Personality Disorder. The biggest problem is, sometimes you don't realise it's happening. Until, for example, your other half turns to you and says 'You're getting so much worse'. Another one of my problems, is that when someone else says something about me I always jump on the defensive. So … Continue reading Exacerbations of Borderline Personality Disorder

Sorry I’m late I didn’t want to come

"Sorry I'm late" with the internal (I didn't want to come) is currently my life. Me and my other half had tickets to a show last Sunday. I didn't want to leave the house so I rescheduled. Today I didn't even want to get dressed... so I rescheduled again. The lady on the other end … Continue reading Sorry I’m late I didn’t want to come